I have been contemplating the following mantra from Bhagat Ravidas, and wrote the following poem based on my thinking.
ਪੜੀਐ ਗੁਨੀਐ ਨਾਮੁ ਸਭੁ ਸੁਨੀਐ
ਅਨਭਉ ਭਾਉ ਨ ਦਰਸੈ ॥
ਅਨਭਉ ਭਾਉ ਨ ਦਰਸੈ ॥
You can read, reflect, hear all the names on and on.
but it is the experience of love makes love dawn.
but it is the experience of love makes love dawn.
Being the Seed
I do not wish to read oneness,
or even to understand it.
I want to be the curve of Om.
I do not want to read truth,
or memorize all its names.
I want to live its pulse.
I don't want to read about the doings,
or analyze their ways.
I want to create myself whole.
I do not want to act brave,
or write poems about courage.
I want to be the space that scares fear.
I have already seen forgiveness.
I no longer wish to forgive.
I want to dwell where there is no other.
I do not long to conquer time.
I want to be the still point inside it,
not a clock, but the silence between ticks.
I do not seek escape from birth and death.
I want to know the place
where neither arrives.
I do not need proof of self-existence.
I want to be the light
that doesn’t have a switch.
I do not ask for the Guru’s gift
as something outside me.
I want to dissolve into blessing.
2 Comments
So so so beautiful. Thank you for reflecting this longing so gracefully ✨🪷
ReplyDeleteThank you so much!
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